Is it that bad for being worried abt a person and showing care for a person.. maybe i didn't show it for a long time but i wan to change.. i wan u to noe i there.. yet i'm being irrating to u.. must i really disappear from this world then u will feel peaceful.. i was so worried.. when u didn't reply.. end up.. i being worried for nothing.

can someone occupy my time. and let me stop thinking of U. i tired playing games watching anime sleeping.. nothing works. i cant control myself.. and i cant prevent myself from making you irrtated i jus wan to contact u.. i jus wan to noe ur fine.. Am i in a wrong? Someone tell me..


Crying again T.T

looking at ur msn n friendster... i really feel hopeless... is like there already nothing i could do to chnage anything... even now i could do nothing but jus to live day by day and for the time ur exam ends. But i really dunno can i really wait that long.. or will i do something stupid... i really dunno...

Wad can i do... i really wan things to change.. i dun wan it this way.. I DUN wan!! Someone Help me.. Someone.. i dun wan u to leave!!!


I really Miss u alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really!!!! T.T

Wad a slack day i had... being a slacker.. zzz.. Did almost nothing in office today... waiting for the time to past by... hoping someone would msg me. and really someone did msg.. but that someone not the one i would wished to be msg by. oh well. very sorry to U. i might not be able to celebrate ur bday... Really got no mood for that... Haizz..

wad are u doin now? studying? Nlro? Sleeping? Audition? =(

cant sleep last night. i think i roll on my bed till 4 plus den sleep. zzz. amazing i manage to woke up to go for work. same days as alway but there 3 new prem staff joining in. and wad i was doin gona be done by 1 of them.. Argh.. now i really a File packing boy.. never ending of packing files. still so mnay to pack. zzz i dun wan spent my remainin day in the company to pack stuff or deliver documents..


Day after Day i really hope time could move faster. I miss u =(

another day past.... wad should i do tml? stare at the comp? Call someone to chat wif? self reflection? Who noes. i'll be a pig sleeping till aftern0on. looking at the time of my post



Thinking back wad u say is true... after thinking how it happen.. i laugh... it started wif that incident, funny actually turn out this way. Small little stuff alway grow into big stuff... kinda stupid and silly how everything turn out this way... both stuborn. me being stuborn n well u should noe. wad u did.


if time could go back, and changed it i dun think any of these would happen..

Went drinking last night, jus came back staring at my comp. manage to drink finish the bottle of johnnie walker. wanted to open another but too tired. slept like pigz.

ONe sided or not. i dunno. since u gave up den i got nothing to say. cos i dun think is a time to tok abt these stuff.

Finally Let go? for u maybe. Me? not in a while.