Love??

2009-06-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

Haiz.. Wad a day at work.. Wonder wad she doing wonder if she thinking about me. Haven MSG her the whole dAy. Dunno wad going on. Feeing moody. Feeling tired... It will be amazing if someone actually came in to read this post. Alot of thing happen after my last post. But I post again another time. Nitez nitez..

2008-11-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wad i do wrong this time... Arghh... fark sia crying again.. i'm off......... this sux

2008-11-05T19:24:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. y there no msg today. wad r u doin? how ur flu? how did ur exam go today? wad happen today?.. Haiz.. really wan to msg u but i'm scare i disturb u studying. =(
waiting for a msg that wun appear... =(

2008-11-03T20:33:00.003+08:00

guess wad i didn't go to work today >.<

Gosh... I was feeling abit moody... Zzzz.. wanted to see you so i decided to take a off for today >.<
so today was worth it... haven seen her in like 2 week plus?? See her le den cat got my tougue... i dunno wad to say to her... Cos now is neutral frenz.. i dunno wad to say... today was like totally quiet for me.. Slient... wanted to send her home but i was kinda rejected... haiz... looking at ur back view really made me wish i can jus hug and kisss u again.. =(

Argh... feeling emo again... End here for today ba. TML I CONFIRM GO WORK!!!.. Cos need to cont pack files again... Zzzzzzz

2008-11-02T15:58:00.003+08:00

almost 1 day gone. there still no reply... should be really studying hard. i wish u all the best.. good luck... there nothing to be scare of.. jus do ur best..

1800hrs

Finally my phone rang. is a MSG!! Yes a reply. >.< emjoying the msg while it last. haiz.. oh while waiting for the msg i was busy helping my mum cook.. zzzz very long never cook.. hope is not that ___ up... Cheer!! Even if it turn out bad u noe u did ur best, frenz also noe u did ur best.. i noe u did ur best.. Remember that..

oh ya.. And i now Offically Broke!!! i wonder can my bus fare hole out until end of the week.. Zzz.. guess i'll have to wake up early and walk to the mrt station... Zzzz..

2008-11-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Arghh. Having a headache.. Quite bad.. =(

woke up at 2. Watch TV and played games..
i should go rest a while.. my fan spoil!!!!! hot!!!

2008-10-31T23:57:00.003+08:00

Is it that bad for being worried abt a person and showing care for a person.. maybe i didn't show it for a long time but i wan to change.. i wan u to noe i there.. yet i'm being irrating to u.. must i really disappear from this world then u will feel peaceful.. i was so worried.. when u didn't reply.. end up.. i being worried for nothing.

can someone occupy my time. and let me stop thinking of U. i tired playing games watching anime sleeping.. nothing works. i cant control myself.. and i cant prevent myself from making you irrtated i jus wan to contact u.. i jus wan to noe ur fine.. Am i in a wrong? Someone tell me..

Crying again T.T

2008-10-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

looking at ur msn n friendster... i really feel hopeless... is like there already nothing i could do to chnage anything... even now i could do nothing but jus to live day by day and for the time ur exam ends. But i really dunno can i really wait that long.. or will i do something stupid... i really dunno...

Wad can i do... i really wan things to change.. i dun wan it this way.. I DUN wan!! Someone Help me.. Someone.. i dun wan u to leave!!!

I really Miss u alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really!!!! T.T

2008-10-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

Wad a slack day i had... being a slacker.. zzz.. Did almost nothing in office today... waiting for the time to past by... hoping someone would msg me. and really someone did msg.. but that someone not the one i would wished to be msg by. oh well. very sorry to U. i might not be able to celebrate ur bday... Really got no mood for that... Haizz..

wad are u doin now? studying? Nlro? Sleeping? Audition? =(

2008-10-28T23:59:00.003+08:00

cant sleep last night. i think i roll on my bed till 4 plus den sleep. zzz. amazing i manage to woke up to go for work. same days as alway but there 3 new prem staff joining in. and wad i was doin gona be done by 1 of them.. Argh.. now i really a File packing boy.. never ending of packing files. still so mnay to pack. zzz i dun wan spent my remainin day in the company to pack stuff or deliver documents..

Day after Day i really hope time could move faster. I miss u =(

2008-10-27T03:23:00.002+08:00

another day past.... wad should i do tml? stare at the comp? Call someone to chat wif? self reflection? Who noes. i'll be a pig sleeping till aftern0on. looking at the time of my post

Thinking back wad u say is true... after thinking how it happen.. i laugh... it started wif that incident, funny actually turn out this way. Small little stuff alway grow into big stuff... kinda stupid and silly how everything turn out this way... both stuborn. me being stuborn n well u should noe. wad u did.

if time could go back, and changed it i dun think any of these would happen..

2008-10-26T16:20:00.002+08:00

Went drinking last night, jus came back staring at my comp. manage to drink finish the bottle of johnnie walker. wanted to open another but too tired. slept like pigz.

ONe sided or not. i dunno. since u gave up den i got nothing to say. cos i dun think is a time to tok abt these stuff.

2008-10-25T20:34:00.001+08:00

Finally Let go? for u maybe. Me? not in a while.

2007-08-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

another day. monday will the the start of Atec Stage 2 and firstly i hope i can make it thru. lastly is hope the Bn get a good result. today went out wif my baka. went to jurong point before that she went canoeing at pairs ris park there wor den meet me at jurong point. haha. >< not i wan de arh she say me that place de. =p after that went toa payoh walk walk.haha like very far rite. anyway there also very long nv go le. alot change since 2 years ago?

tml sun. ahhh book in afternoon SIANZ.. book in jus for a run in the afternoon. really wu liao lor. haiz. wad to do. anyway running also good ba. can get that big fat stomach to slim down really become fat. 75kg le.. last year still around 65kg now.. haiz.. end here ba..

2007-08-13T16:14:00.000+08:00

Ahhh. finally... >< after very very very very long. i'm starting to blog back.. i guess.. cos i have nothing to do now.. wad happen to me after disappearing so long. i will not say. cos very long sia.
anyway today slacking at home. later gona book in back camp. sian. the long break ended so fast i think. upcoming is Atec Stage 2. jus 4 more months to ORD!!!! can't wait. until then i will give my all to 1 Guards Alpha Platoon 1 (12th mono intake) RAWDY!! =p

manage to see my blur queen only once during the break. guess wad she having sore eyes now. scaring. both eyes red. haha.. poor thing must take care k. oh yes the worse thing happen. i cannot play my NLRO!!!! Stupid patch make my NLro hang whenever i wan to log in. this week no play nlro dam bored. miss my nlro.. miss my blur queen. =p and i think i spent quite a lot this month. hmmm.. save a bit. MUST for next month Trip to KL!!! hehehe i'll end here ba.. and play a new game Audition!! my blur queen ask me play. haiz quite hard. learning haha. blog again next time.

9 july 06

2006-07-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

waaaaa... really very long time no blog liao... being nag to updated it... later still have to think of a testi hai... my brain goin to crack lor... today finally after 14days of not leaving camp i get to see my blur queen... misss her so MUCH... muack... today went see movie superman return lol... but she lost cos she dunno much abt superman haha... No childhood... =x really hope can spent more time wif her but... can't sorry dear... tml maybe no chance to meet ba... haiz... missing u... MUAckz..

26 may 06

2006-05-28T01:17:00.000+08:00

Freak!! BAD LUCK!!

I will nv forget this day... Totally bad luck... This day I was still outfield at mandai forest or whatever right opposite of mandai camp II if I'm not wrong been there since 24 may, 3 days 2 night camp... Guess wad happen to me... Early in the morning abt 2am i was gone to the so called toilet.. i trip onto a string which trigger the Tripflare!!

TripFlare

Wad happen after it is trigger

U noe wad happen nx... my other platoon mate who were sleeping jump up to high alert mode aim their rifle towards my direction thinking the enemy was breaching our defense... Guess wad... NOT!!! It was little old me who trip over it... i was almost speechless at that time... Let forget abt that is jus the starting... Now let jus jump off to my nx worse of the worse that could happen at abt 0730hr me and my platoon mate were breaching defenses, it was successfully the Section 2IC was down so i templory stand in for his as i'm nx in command... Sound good rite but not good little did i noe i didn't put my rifle to safe mode meaning to say went i press the trigger is will fire... And i accidently did that... Hooray goin to get a very heavy punishment for misfiring... zzzz... look like it time to go back to camp... let jus to the part where it happen in camp... took my first bath after 3days of training without bathing... whole body smells... after finish bathing feel shiok sia... wahahah.... walking down the stairs i jus have to jump off i had to... end up hit my head on the celling zzz.. OUCH!!! it hurts... major pain... zzz so unlucky...

13 May 06

2006-05-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

Boring day have to wake up so early in the morning to meet her at TM by 11.30... Zzzz... help her sell a gameboy Adv which she and her fren found... lol... after that her fren went to the library den we went Cenutry Square window shopping... haha... saw hwa soon there lol... looking at the time i make her go meet her frens for lunch... they meeting her at white sand... so we took the train lor haha... end up most of her fren is either jus woke up or still on the train lol... so we shop around lor... den we saw a shop selling couple ring and provide free engraving but quite Ex and i'm saving money to buy a new phone... haiz... my phone KO le... sob... follow me so many years liao... haiz... guess it time to change but i not enought money to buy the ring... i buy the ring den no phone... i buy ring den my phone have to wait le... ended up we didn't buy it... but we promise each other we will come back other day to buy it de... keke... so happy.... looking at her eyes she really wanted it... and i gona buy it for her... aww time passes so fast her fren came and i have to go... i'm not joining her fren ba haha.... dun really noe them... somemore they all really like young boy and ger... LOL... so i shall leave for another place call Beach rd which i ended up nv go also cos i was too tired over slept... lol miss the stop so i decided tml den go haha... den tml settle alot of other stuffs... cut hair buy army stuff... but i dun tink can meet her... haiz... her parrents let her stay over night at pasir ris park... so tml morning she go home also very tired le i think i wun be meeting her le ba let her rest... muack love u a lot u noe... Missing u now also... reply my sms also so slow... ohya i tempory got a replacment phone from my mum... her old phone also got problem cos her screen sometime cannot display lol... but i solve it haha... Where R u lei... Sob... Reply me fast k really miss u alot... i'm so sorry couldn't go there find u... if not maybe we at there togther le... haiz... end here

Sun 7 may

2006-05-07T14:43:00.000+08:00

Haha finally it done... trying to fix the blog up since last night now is finally done... haha... thanks to my Blur dear =p and my fren... haha... Look nice mah lol...

later goin out buy some snacks bring back camp... yummy... keke my luch was nice haha... yong tau fu... =p

Book in day... another week of training is sure to come... haiz... miss my dear alot... but later before Booking in goin to meet her... hehe for a while... will miss u a lot de... i think i booking out thur night ba... cos friday is a public hoilday whaahaha... i think i better go out buy my snacks keke... after that i must pack my bag... one more thing... Dear u are so LAME!!! /e5